I am most definatlyhaving a not so lovely week . I am going through alot of things , with family , and friends , please keep me in your prayers that eveything will work out tthe right way . and that I will have Wisdom, patience and understanding through this time . now I am off to work . I am in the infamnt room today ! yea ! I love holding babies :)

Ok .. no computer been out of school and have not had alot to do besides sit and home and chill and think about things .

so this is what I have come up with

I have to be conetent with what I have and accept what I have . untill I do things wil not get any better . Today for example . Christmas . I have spent most of the day with my mom . Usually I don't enjoy coming over here because of her Husband, my stepdad , But I have come to the comculison that me being hard headed and trying to not get along is not going to make things better . I will most probally not ever have a hug hug relationship with the guy , thats just the kind of person I am , but I can be nice and have conversation or at least try . If I don't try . nothing will get better . and therfore I will just be stuck upset . overall I have had a really good Holiday Season . there have been a few bumps , but thats what makes the ride fun right ?

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot Chocolate
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? from my mom presents are wrapped from her and Sant leavs thing unwrapped .. but from mygrandparenst EVERYTHING they get us is from Santa .. Still is
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Absolutely all of them I really like the blue ones
4. Do you hang mistletoe? No
5. When do you put your decorations up? As soon as possible after Thanksgiving!
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? My Grandmothers Caramel corn ... Not a Dessert .. a snack ..
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? beliveing that I was going to stay awake all night and see Santa .. I always fell asleep by 8 .
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? Kids at school ..
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? yes .. and usually one and few days before becasue my mom like to open presents
10. What kind of cookies does Santa get set out for him? My grandmother made us leave carrots ...
11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? LOVE IT
12. Can you ice skate? yes !
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? .. No ..
14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? The family Togetherness
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? My granmothers fudge or carmel corn
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? Putting up the decorations
17. What tops your tree? and Elf
18. Which do you prefer Giving or Receiving? for sure giving
19. What is your favorite Christmas Carol? O Holy Night , silient , night , the firt Noel , I love all of them really though
20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? Yumm Untill you have to eat alot of them


Now ... You are Tagged .. if you read it . your Tagged .

I have one question

Do you think that you can trust someone that doesn't trust you .

This is not including childrenand how they trust the parent, but the parent dosen't trust then 100% I just want to know what you think .

I know it has been a verry long while since my last post . My home computer is down . I hope it will be up and running soon .