when I was reading in the book Breaking Free by Beth Moore she says


"We tend to run to God for temporary relief. God is looking for people who will walk with him steadfast in belief. "

How many of us really do run to God for temporary fixes . I know I do . It is somthing I am trying to work on . It is very hard to do , because as I have said before I am I am going to trust somthing I can touch or see ? That is a problem but I am also quite a control freak . I want to do everything and that way It gets done my way the "right"way . Thats not what God is looking for . He wants someone that is willing to come to him with everything trust him with everything . That is completely understandable . I think of it this way . Would you want someone on your team that only played half heartedly ? I wouldn't . Thats not to say you would not let them play on your team, but the whole team may suffer . I pray that I become someone that is able to walk in Steadfast belief and someone that God will use . In whatever way he sees fit .

On another note :

several people have approached me about teaching a ladies class one Wed. night . I am not so sure I would want to do this . but I am praying about it . Please pray as well . that I will make the right decisions .