I saw this sign at a church and it says .. "It is Hard to stumble when your one your knees " and i have been thinking Humans are realllly dumb . we have it made ... all we have to do is follow a few simple instructions and we can't do it. or we won't do it . I don't know why , either we are to proud , to busy , to scared to lose control or we just plain don't want to and think we can do it alone. you would think that after so many times of .. being sooo low and depressed and praying to God to help us , and then getting better , and then doing it all over agian we would just Stay with that same ... attitude, not upset , but the attitude that God can and will do it for us , all we have to do is ask , I had to learn this the hard way , I got titred of trying to fix everything for everybody . I can't even fix myself much less anyone eles , only God can do that ! I have learned that ... God is the same . everyday all day long forever , he is always there and this is stuff that people have been telling me my whole life, and.. It has taken this long for me to get it . and I do now. I am soo happy that I do . I am soo happy that it has finally clicked in my head , that God is there waitiong for me to say Help me .. Fix it for me .. it is like a child bringing a toy to there dad and saying crying and saying daddy I can't do it .. fix it .. please ... and all he says is I have been trying to help you for an hour .. and you thought you could do it on your own . we tell everyone how scary the world is scary . Kids are told that there whole lives .. it is a scary place out there, but yet Just because when we get older we think we can take care of everyhing all the time , that is isn't scary , well it is scary , and that is why God is there . to sheild us from all the scary things . To keep us safe , to help us stand up under the evil . I don't know where all of this is comming from .. from God I guess .. it just hit me , man I am glad it has finally clicked in my head and in my heart .