Once again I was reading in my Book "Breaking Free" and she asks this question

"Why are we afraid to ask God to humble us ? "

Honestly I don't know . I think it is because as humans our "fleshy" ( I really don't like usuing that but I couldn't come up with anything else) " nature is to say "Look what I did " "I am important" .


Don't you think it is Amazing how we ask God to do everything for us . except for the things that we need . We really need . As a college student I find myself all the time saying . "O God PAH-LEEEEEEEZE let me pass this test . " Pah-leeeze " , If by chance I do pass the test . I don't take time to thank God .

Aren't we afraid of what our Pride will do to us ? what it will bring about in our world ? I am a verry prideful person . It is extreemly hard for me to ask for help . to ask for anything . I want to do it alone .

Pray that I will be more humble and overcome this pridefulness