so .

I have never felt so .. scared in my life as I was last week . Monday I was not feeling well Emotionally, physically or spritually .by Wednessday it was so bad I went to the doctor . from there I went straight to the hospital and was there 5 days . I never ever want to experience that ever again . The doctors said I had a Break down . My body just couldn't take anymore . so it quit . I am feeling better , still not great but better . Mostly I am tired . the docotrs told me I havea lot of " Stuff" I need to work through emotionally and spritually . But I think the hardest thing I have to do is not taking on so much , not expecting so much out of myself , and Learning how to say no when I have to much going .

I am determined to work so that I never feel that way ever again . EVER .

have a great Easter weekend , and remember what it is about .